bipolar, much?

when Jesus looks at me, he probably shakes his head, chuckling to himself, thinking: "Oh, ye of little faith."

"In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free.
The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?
The LORD is with me; he is my helper. I will look in triumph on my enemies...
The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation...
I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the LORD has done...
Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever."
- from Psalms 118-

I read Psalm 118 this morning to start off the day. OH man, what a downpour of blessings God has granted me today.

Reading my previous post, I think to myself and chuckle, "Oh, me of little faith..."

Thank you God.

which is it?

how i feel today:
either LIFE SUCKS or I SUCK AT LIFE

finger blisters

maybe Bm is the hardest chord i know how to play...
but being able to pick up the guitar and play a couple songs
is really making my day daily.
finger blisters? totally worth it.

first step

walked into the building 15 minutes early
got on the elevator
entered the waiting room 10 minutes before my time
to the surprise of a man caught off guard.
"Oh! you're early!"

given a page long explanation of the process
and an essay prompt
wrote my first essay in months, rating myself in my "excellence"
(in customer service)

group interview, one of three in the room

three interviewers
with broken english, claiming second generation status, boasting decades of working in the company
cant agree with the former, dont doubt the latter